Saturday, February 26, 2011

I came home from Kaylie's today and fell asleep.....in one of my best guy friend's sweatshirt. Ahahaha. He left it at Kaylie's house last night and I was going to take it to him on Mondayy. haha.

It smells like him. ahaha.

So as you can tell today was very uneventful.

I'm going back to sleep soon. But remember.......
Kaylianna's birthday partyy. Slept on a couch with Sarah and Marisa. Then at 2:30 am Marisa and I moved to a room upstairs with two of the other girls Loren and Taylor. It was POURING rain. It was amazing ahaha. Marisa told me to blog cause she knew that I had things to say. And I did.

Well that's kinda all I can say right now.

But I'll blog when i get homeee (:

Tuesday, February 22, 2011

These dances for "Hairspray" are going to kill me.

My ankle is sooo swollen ahaha.

Doctors soon.

It's getting bad.


That is all.

Sunday, February 20, 2011

I'm watching superman fly away. I hope he likes me as i am.

There are no words, to paint a picture of you girl
Your eyes,and those curves, it's like you're from some other world
You walk my way, oh God it's so frustrating.

So why do I disappear when you come near,
It makes me feel so small,
Why do I blow my lines, most every time,
Like I got no chance at all,

If I could be your superman,
I'd fly you to the stars and back again.
'cause everytime you touched my hand,
You feel my powers running through your veins.
But I can only write this song,
And tell you that I'm not that strong.
'Cause I'm no superman, I hope you like me as I am, oh yeah, aladadadadi

It ain't no lie, I have to tell you how I feel,
But each time, that I try it gets a little more unreal,
You say my name, oh girl I can't stop shaking.

So why do I disappear when you come near,
It makes me feel so small,
If I could read your mind,
Girl would I find, any trace of me at all.

If I could be your superman,
I'd fly you to the stars and back again.
'cause everytime you touched my hand,
You feel my powers running through your veins.
But I can only write this song,
And tell you that I'm not that strong.
Cause I'm no superman, I hope you like me as I am - ladadadi, woahhhh, woahhh, yeah, babadadadiii- ,woahhh, yeah

If I could be your superman,
I'd fly you to the stars and back again.
'Cause everytime you touched my hand,
You feel my powers running through your veins.
But I can only write this song,
And tell you that I'm not that strong.
'cause I'm no supermaaaan,
I hope you like me as I am.
alallladali.
- Superman Joe Brooks.








Tall dark and super manly
Puts papers in his briefcase and drives away
To save the world or go to work
It's the same thing to me
He's got his mother's eyes, his father's ambition
I wonder if he knows how much that I miss him
Hang on every word you say
And you smile and say how are you?
And I'll say just fine.
I always forget to tell you I love you.
I'll love you forever

I watched Superman fly away
You got a busy day today
Go save the world
I'll be around
I watched superman fly away
Come back I'll be with you someday
I'll be right here on the ground
When you come back down

Tall, dark and beautiful, he's complicated, he's irrational
But I hope someday he'll take me away and save the day, yeah
Something in his deep brown eyes has me saying,
He's not all bad like his reputation
And I can't hear one single word they say.
And you'll leave, got places to be and I'll be OK
I always forget to tell you I love you
I loved you from the very first day

I watched Superman fly away

You got a busy day today
Go save the world, I'll be around
I watched Superman fly away
Come back, I'll be with you someday
I'll be right here on the ground
When you come back down

And I watch you fly around the world
And I hope you don't save some other girl
Don't forget, don't forget about me
I'm far away but I never let you go
I'm lovestruck and looking out the window
Don't forget, don't forget where I'll be
Right here wishing the flowers were from you
Wishing the card was from you
Wishing the call was from you
'Cause I've loved you from the very first day

I watched Superman fly away
You got a busy day today
Go save the world, I'll be around
For ever and ever
I watched Superman fly away
I swear I'll be with you someday
I'll be right here on the ground
When you come back down

Come back down
- Superman Taylor Swift.


Both of these songs have the "Superman" theme. Both are moving have a message.
He says he's not superman but he hopes she likes him as he is.
She says she's watching superman fly away and hopes he doesn't forget about her and run off with another girl.
They both love the people that they are singing about.
They both hope they love them back.

I'm watching superman be himself right now.
I just hope he realizes it soon.
I hope I can be the one for him.


I'm watching superman fly away.
I hope he likes me as i am.
I'm watching Superman be....................................................
















HIMSELF.
This rain is making me want to do the one thing that is on my bucket list that I've wanted to do for years.



















That's right, kiss in the rain.

Not very suprising is it? But I really want a kiss in the rain.

Too bad men suck right now ahahaha.
I would also enjoy the spiderman kiss in the rain. I've had an upside down kiss already, but in the rain would be hot.


I'm going to bed now. Ahahaha. Good night kiddos (:

Friday, February 18, 2011

i love the rain.

As I said in the oh so creative title, I absolutely LOVE the rain. It calms me for some odd reason. I like to think it's because of the fact that it was raining when I was born, but honestly i have no freaking clue what the weather was like because....well because I was just born.


Some people say that they hate the rain, but honestly I think that they just don't want the rain to ruin their hair. Cause GOD FORBID something ruin your perfection. GET OVER IT! I'm not saying love the rain but it help some people calm down, so don't say "Oh you're dumb for liking the rain." or "The rain is dumb." because I will tell you that YOU are dumb.


Anyways, back on the topic of rain, it's raining pretty hard outside right now. And I'm on my bed listening to it, sometimes I'll go to my window and watch it as well. It makes me think and gives me an extra creative flow. And that's exactly what I need right now. I've had writers block for a few weeks and I really want to finish writing my book.


So, with that being said, I am going to write chapter 18 of my book "Grace's New Life" while listening to "Superman" by Joe Brooks♥

I love him.

Goodnight all. I hope I fall asleep to the sound of pouring rain.

fortune cookie says: a great pleasure in life is doing things others say you cant. (:

You know that feeling you get when someone tells you that you can't do this or you can't do that? That feeling that you HAVE to prove them wrong someway? The feeling that you want to just punch them in the face or kick them where it hurts because they are doubting you?


Well that's how I have been feeling lately.


Lately I've been going through life while people constantly tell me that I wont graduate if I don't do this or that and honestly, IT'S A PAIN IN MY ASS. I'm really tired of people telling me what I can and can't do.


I have my own brain people. I CAN think for myself. I honestly don't need you guys making me feel bad about myself, I'm pretty sure I can do that all on my own. I do have somethings that I may need your opinion on, but I'm pretty sure I will ask you if I want it. Just don't hold your breath.


So if you ever feel like proving someone wrong, go for it. It's YOUR life and they will be YOUR mistakes. But what are you going to learn if you don't make mistakes? So just remember these wise words.


Live your life how YOU want to live it.


A great pleasure in life is doing things others say you cant. (:

Thursday, February 17, 2011

I am marrying this camera

I have changed my camera of choice. It is now the Canon Rebel XS: http://www.bestbuy.com/site/olspage.jsp?id=cat13506&type=page&skuId=8929699&productId=1214611419717&navigation=next&count=1&chk=true&h=387

It's $480. I have $100. So if anyone needs a babysitter CALL ME! (:

12...(or 7?) signs you know you are falling in love

So, as I was on the phone with the beautiful and talented Marisa Scott, I begain looking through the famous likes of facebook, and as I was looking I found a pretty interesting like that 918 people liked already.


Well first off let me say when i say 918 people i thought 'oh I may like it too.' But then I read it. "12 signs you are falling in love."


Hmmm. This may be intersting. So I read along.

Doing what we need to do to SUCCEED

So, as I sit here changing the background of my blog....a lot.....trying to make it seem like a theatre person's blog...I realized that this IS the life of a theatre person. Our lives are always changing.


Whether it be a character, show, down time(even if its non-existent in our lives), or tech week, our lives don't stop. We are fast pace movers, we never stop for anything. We live our lives just like our characters do.We change ourselves so we can get to know how our characters live or to see how THEY view the world. We make ourselves different just to see how people would treat our characters in real life.


Yes, it may seem weird to someone who doesn't understand, but that's how our lives go. We don't look for other people's opinions about how we live our lives. They like to think of theatre people as those weird people who walk around doing weird things, but most of the time you see us while we are preparing for a show or preparing for an audition.


But what about the football players? They do weird things too while they are getting ready for a big game. Or the baseball players, or basketball players, choir singers, band members. They all do weird things to get ready for a performance or game, but because people in theatre talk to trees, or walk around with limps, or talk in different accents we are labeled as the weird ones.


This is why we don't normally see theatre kids hanging around with people other than theatre kids. They don't want to live their life being ridiculed by other people because of the thing they love to do....ACT. They love to portray other  people, show people how they perceive the story in their OWN way. We don't want to let what people say ruin our lives, ruin what we love to do, so we just don't hang around them. We're doing what we need to do to succeed.


And that ladies and gentlemen is the true life of a theatre kid. We may change somethings but we are still us. Yes some of us have outside friends, but we don't hang out with them as much as we hang out with the other theatre geeks. And we love them. (:

Wednesday, February 16, 2011

stop and breathe

So as I, Dominique Biela-Bell,  was sitting here on my bed reading a book, it doesn't matter what book just a book guys, I seemed to notice myself drifting off. And as I was drifting off, I started to think of things from a long time ago, memories, if you will. I then thought to myself, "How is it that I can remember the time I went outside and told all my friends that I was a mutant and that the X-men were going to come get me when I was 7, but I cant remember, FOR THE LIFE OF ME, what the HELL the 12th amendment is?"
    I have pondered this for a while, and you want to know what I have come up with? My mind doesn't want me to just sit and work all the bloody time, it wants me to  let loose and have some fun. All I've been doing lately is studying or trying to make sure I graduate or working in songs or dances for "Hairspray", and while those are all good things, I need to calm down and breathe, take life as it comes to me. But that doesn't mean that I'm going to neglect my work, because trust me, I'm not. I'm just going to pause and make sure that all the effort I'm putting into is isn't ALL my effort.
   So I now leave you with this short little shpeel: blogging. thinking. breathing. living. writing. working. pausing. creating. I'm not going to let life pass me by right now. I'm going to make it have to catch up to ME.

Saturday, February 12, 2011

Senior Ditch day.

So Friday, February 11, 2011, was senir ditch day, and I went to Knotts Berry Farm with my friends Jackie and Chelsea and Chelsea's little sister. And let me say we had a BLAST !! It was sooo much fun. I missed that place. We went on the ride, went to camp snoopy and rode rides but i have to say the best part was playing things that are taller or almost as tall as jackie. ahhaah the whole day was spent making fun of jackie. (: it was honestly one of the best days this year. And it's funny cause our school called all the seniors' houses and told them that they wouldnt be excused on senior ditch day. ahahaha. Oh El Camino High School staff. ahaha.
Anyways, I have this week off so lets make plans yea? Or if you know someone who needs a babysitter call me. I need moneyy. I'm saving up for this http://www.bestbuy.com/site/Canon+-+EOS+Digital+Rebel+T1i+15.1-Megapixel+Digital+SLR+Camera+-+Black/9318954.p?id=1218084392413&skuId=9318954 . I have $100 all ready but i need $680 still so yeah. ahaha so help me out yeah ?
peace out girl scouts. its bed time for me.