Right now I cant wait to get out of here and leave some people behind.
I may say I'll miss you, but honestly I wont and I wont keep in contact sooo deal with it.

So over you guys.

Kinda pissed off. Plans canceled cause they wanna go blaze it up instead.
Toby's tomorrow..............not really looking forward to it.
Bored.
Hopefully I win the PSA contest so I can get the FUCK out of this place.





School's almost over. Can't wait.



Until next time guys.
Maybe I'll be in a better mood.

Prom: A formal dance held for a high-school or college class typically at or near the end of the academic year.
Webster's definition. 

Prom: A night of fun and craziness to celebrate the fact that this is your last high school dance and the fact that you get to get the hell out here. Also known for parties and drunkenness.
Teenager's definition.

Well, now that you have gotten both versions of the definition of prom, I can start to tell you what happened Saturday night.

Saturday May 21, 2011 two major things were supposed to happen: The end of the world(that didn't happen if you didn't notice by the fact that you are sitting here reading my blog) and El Camino High School's Prom.

Prom to me is a dance that EVER senior should go to because it's the last thing you really get to do before you have to grow up and enter the real world where mommy and daddy aren't providing for you the entire way. It shows that all your hard work for four years in high school payed off and you get one final last hoorah with your class. It's the last dance you get to have with friends and even your boy/girlfriend, your last high school slow dance, your last high school partyyy, your last high school formal. You just need to live it up and take life by the balls and just LIVE.

I remember fighting with my parents saying I didn't want to go to prom, but I'm so glad I did. It was a wonderful experience and I would have never forgiven myself if I didn't go. It was so fun and I just can't see why I didn't want to go.
I had so much fun and it wasn't just with partying, or the crazyness...it was the fact that I hung out with my friends at my last dance and I just had fun and just lived my life, laughed at stupid stuff and loved every moment.
This is the thing I'm going to miss when I graduate in 11 days, being carefree and just doing stupid shit. I love all my friends and I'm always here when any of you need me.

I love you.

You only have one prom so live it upp and go. You wont regret itt.

"When they say you can’t love, I think you’ve got it wrong
They say you can’t feel, with a heart made of steel
But you can’t say that steel ain’t strong
Well if that’s who you are, just a meaningless star in the sky
Tell me what is the meaning of what I am feeling if you are the reason why?
Now I may be dumb
But where I come from
Folks say they’re fine when I know that they’re blue
But you don’t know you
The way I do

Your kind is frail and weak, and I want to destroy you all
You’re a sorry disgrace, to the concept of race
And to logical science and law
But for some reason why, when you look at me I don’t wanna be
Programmed this way, believe when I say
You’re the one anomaly
You might not be smart
But there is a part of me
That’s starting to make a break through
No, you don’t know you
The way I do

I never expected
(My wires are protected from abnormal things like you)
To find, someone like you
(When you know everything, it is suddenly strange when you don’t have a clue!)
I don’t know anything, but you’re giving me a clue

I can see past, the, surface
Finding the worth that is hiding beneath
You’re life, and, purpose
And all of a sudden I feel like I’ve run into something that no one has seen!

You’re perfect and wonderful
How I hoped you’d be
(February, I…)
But it’s really enough
For you to be just a human being
(There’s something I need to tell you…)
And I’ll know you’ll agree
That’s all we need to make our dreams come true
(Our dreams come true, but I need to share something with you…)
If this life has ending, I’m glad that I’m spending this short little time with you

I’m so much more, than what’ve you thought before
(So much more then what we have got too)
Now that we have got you too
Get to know you
(You don’t know you)
But you don’t know me
The way I do…"

That song is on repeat on my ipod. The lyrics are so beautiful. Darren Criss really knows how to write lyrics. Gosh this song made me cry when I first heard it and I'm not ashamed to say it. BEAUTIFULLY WRITTEN ! I really wish a guy would sing part of this song to me, if not the whole thing. Dylan Saunders&&Meredith Stephien have voices that just MEND together. And then Joey Richter is just amazing. Denise Donovan's voice is also amazing. They are all very talented and awesome. Just go listen to the song please.

HARRY POTTER FANS WILL APPRECIATE THIS (:

<3 just cause it's ending doesn't mean we have to forget all about Harry, Ron, Hermione and everyone else or their adventures. This was out childhood and nothing can EVER take this away from us.

RIP to all lost in the war.




When the last movie ends everyone please put up their wands and say "Mischief Managed"

Boys are so confusing !!


I know people say girls are too, but I have NEVER in my life seen a guy act like he likes a girl, flirt with her, make plans with her, and then ignore her...(okay I have but not the the girl I'm talking about) and then do the same to her friend I guess.



GOSH! Can someone send a genuine guy for this girl please or make him the one for her?


Cause when they are together the planets all align and it seems like the world stops. ALL. AT. ONCE.




It's weird and funny that I'm writing this for a friend and not myself. ahaha





Well, while I am on the subject, can I get a guy for me too? And like soon?

I need a guy who can appreciate theatre and music(real music...not just rap) and he needs to be able to support me at shows and stuff and understand that theatre is my life and I'm not going to change that for anyone.








So as I have said before.."What do I want? A guy worth fighting for."



I want to think that he is worth fighting for. If we get into a fight we'll go back to each other or I'll fight for his attention. But he has to do the same for me.



So can someone wrk on that yeah ?
Thanks(:

I wish you could be...........................































































a boy worth fighting for.

What do I want?




















A boy worth fighting for.

So, I highly suggest that you all watch Starship.


It's an amazing musical ahahhaa.(:

From the people who brought you A Very Potter Musical and what made Darren Criss known before GLEE.

Prom is in 20 days. I'm really excited.






Toby awards are in 28 days. Still excited.




Graduation is in 37 days.............excited  and nervous.





High school has had its ups and downs, but I can honestly say I don't think I'm going to miss it. My friends yes but high school in general no.





That's just how I am though ahaha(: